26th Mar '09

I PASSED MY FTT ALREADY! :)

Met up with Steve at Ssdc this morning as he has driving early in the morning at 8:15am can? Lol. Took our FTT together. He was so stressed that he might fail while i pass la! But he took kinda long though. I was the first in the whole room to complete my test, perhaps it's cause i do not have the habit to double check my answers (cause i believed in myself!). After i'm done with the test, went over to the machine to print my result, went to second floor with the intention to book my TP but it wasn't allowed so i went down to the information counter at the first floor to check with the counter and they said that i must complete all my practicals before i can book my TP. SO SIANS CAN! After that went back upstairs to wait for Steve but he's still not done yet. Therefore went downstairs again for a smoke and finally came his call. Congratulations to the both of us! :)

After we're both done, waited for bestie to complete her BTT. But she was kinda slow too. Steve has to go for his second driving practical and i had to leave for work already. Therefore, she came over to Amk to find me instead. Sorry that you've failed again my bestie. Try harder next time alright? Shall conduct tuition for you on your BTT already.

Later in the night after work, my baby came to fetch me home! :) Talked about loads of stuffs today. Mostly emo stuffs about myself which i don't want her to become like me.

Alright, that's all for today.. Gotta turn in already! Nights everyone :)

No matter what your choice is, i'll be there for you to support your decision my baby.
I LOVE YOU!

Confessions of a Shopaholic

25th Mar '09

Went for practice and trial test after work today. Almost fell asleep doing my practice though. Kept popping sweets throughout the practice to prevent me from dozing off. Haha! Got full marks for my trial test so i guess my FTT for tomorrow should be ok already ba? :D

After i'm done with my stuffs at Ssdc, went back to Amk Hub for movie marathon with baby, Jason and Jaime. Watched "Paul Blart Mall Cop" (ok ok la. Only some parts kinda funny though.) and "Confessions of a Shopaholic" (not completely the same as the series know. BUT I LOVE THAT SONG BY AKON AND SOMEONE AT THE END OF THE MOVIE!!!).

After movie, went to play pool for awhile (Tristan joined us!). Should've been there to see Tristan play know! He's totally hilarious!! Lols ~ (Should've taken a video just now and post it online lahs! HAHA! :P)

And finally after pool, went to S11 to grab a bite before headin back home! Gotta rest early tonight for my long-waited FTT tomorrow ~ WeE ~ ~ GAMBATE!! Wait for my good news tomorrow humans ~ :DD

24th Mar '09

❤

❤

[Jason, Bestie!]

[Bestie! ❤]

[Jason, Bestie!] ❤[Bern! ❤]

[Nana, Baby! ❤]

[Nana, Bern, Baby! ❤]

❤

Plans of today:

• Practical at Ssdc [3:20pm] *finally got a diff instructor! Yay ~
  
• Cycling at East Coast Park [with bestie, baby, nana, bern, jason]

Supposed to go swimming after cycling de, but the pool at nana's condo closes at 9:30pm and we din bring goggles along anyway so ended up slacking and chilling at nana's place instead. :D

23rd Mar '09

Baby came to accompany me during my break till i went back to work today. So sweet can!! :DD Loving her loads and loads more with each passing day ~ Muacks!

Went for L4D after work at Parklane with Wing, Qing, Buddy, Bestie, Jason di, Sparrow mei, Tristan! Played versus for the second time today ~ :D WeE ~ ~ ~

22nd Mar '09

Went to find baby and her cliques after work even though i'm supposed to go lan gaming with Jason and Tristan instead. Don't worry baby, plans can be changed. Just remember that you're my first priority ok? Muacks!

To nana: Whatever happened, happens. Just don't take it too hard. Learn to let go even though you don't want to and is not what you've expected. Time will heal everything so just keep to your promise alright? Hugs* All your friends will always be there for you when you need them and you know it right? :) Cheer up yo! Look forward to our outing this coming Tuesday uh! Heh heh heh..

20th Mar '09

Happy bdae YanWei mei mei ~ :D

Played pool with Sparrow mei mei, Jamie and guys after work while waiting for baby to knock off from work today.. :))

19th Mar '09

Went to look for Jamie, Tristan, Jason and Steve after work for lan gaming at Parklane with my cliques today and played versus for the very first time for most of us! :D SoOoOo FUN! Too bad my baby don't like to go for this kinda outings though.. Hmmm.. Wished she was there with me so she won't say that when i play games, i don't think of her nor reply her texts.. So hurting know.. :(

You're on my mind each and every second know.. I LOVE YOU ~

18th Mar '09

Happy bdae Cherie! ~ :DD

She came down to redeem her bdae treat today at nEbo with her friends! Sorry din get any present for you as u came so last min ya? Anyway she's our ex-nEbO staff btw and it's a long time since i saw her already. She still tried to act taller then me in the pic that we took that day! Lols ~ :D

To my One & Only Love

If you knew me well enough, I ain't the type that will say.
Precisely cause you never tell me anything that's why i wouldn't understand. Like i said, i don't like guessing games. If there's anything on your mind, anything that you're unhappy or upset about, just tell me straight in my face to let my understand can?

I want you to take initiative on your own cause

I don't want to seem as though I'm restraining you.
It sounds kinda contradicting isn't it? What do you want me to do when i don't know what's on your mind? Whenever i ask, you'll just say up to me. Can't you just tell me what you want?

But I really don't know how long I can take this.
Take what "this"?? Can you please just tell me what's bothering you?

Each time, this uneasy feeling would come & make my blood boil.
Uneasy feeling = jealousy? I know what you're gonna say, it's not right? Then what is "it"?

Days would then pass by without you knowing what I've felt inside.
Once again, how would i know when you don't say anything? You know what, you refuse to communicate with me that's what i think.

I don't know why but you never did understand how it feels like.
Because i always says what's on my mind? I don't hide my feelings or thoughts from you and you know it.

But anybody in my position would feel the exact same way as me.
Anybody in MY position will also feel the same way as i do right now too.

The day I stop feeling this way will be the day I turn cold.
I never want that day to come alright? Please don't go back to the way you are baby. I love you AND YOU KNOW IT.

Baby, do you know why all this happened? I'm really trying hard to find the root to our problem here and i need you to help me do so. I'm not gonna give up just like that.
From my view, it's because firstly, i'm unlike you ex gf, i can't be by your side all the time and we can't see each other everyday as we're both working and we stay very far apart.
Secondly i do not have a curfew as to what time i have to be home therefore i always hang out late as i'm not exactly a homey kinda person if you've realized (really sorry to make you worry about me though).
Thirdly our cliques are not the same that's why we don't hang out with our friends together much.
Fourthly as you know i'm working most of the time therefore i can only hang out and do what i like or enjoy only after work or off days, that's why i'm always out late at night but you can't do the same (not that i mind, i'm just stating a fact).
Lastly our hobbies aren't exactly the same but i always try to accomadate you, but are you willing to do likewise just to accompany me?
Please just tell me what you expect from me can?

Please just bear in mind that I'm loving and missing you just as much everyday even if we don't see each other or when i'm not by your side.

17th Mar '09

• Practical driving at 555pm [My first time ever on the road!]
• Trial test at 810pm [Scored 46 points. :\]

After everything, went over to Simei for dinner with baby and Nana at Simpang. =D Ate yellow noodle in gravy (?) and shared a tissue prata with baby. =.= I feel as though i'm putting in weight already but baby says likewise. Lols ~ Bern, perhaps my weighing machine IS faulty. :x

16th Mar '09

Off day today, supposed to meet up with SOMEONE AIDA, Nana and Bern to go for cycling de.
But ended up SOMEONE AIDA last minute cancel the outing when she's the one that organized it.
We waited for like how many bloody hours already know?!
By the time the rest of us reached there, the bike rental shops closing already lo.
Only overnight rental was available at that time.
But both me and baby gotta work the next day uh. :(
Therefore went for dinner at BK and then sent baby home shortly after that.

Happy 5 months anniversary baby! :) Muacks! There's definitly more anniversaries to come ya? Heh heh ~

I love u so much just in case you don't know my silly lil baby piggy sweetie pie ~

15th Mar '09

Went for L4D with Thief, bestie and buddy after work today as Thief thinks that he needs to warm up before going gaming on the coming Thur with Tristan, Jason and Jaime. Lols ~
Thief's ears suffered that day though. Don't wanna mention why.. As long as I know is good enough. :x

13th Mar '09

• Joyce wedding day today! [But i din turn up as i have driving practical.]
• SSDC practical at 5:55pm [It's 2hrs long!]
• Went for movie marathon at Cine with buddy, Jaime and Jason. [Watched "Race To The Witch Mountain" (NOT NICE AT ALL! But kinda funny la! If you wanna watch it, better do it on9 or on a weekend.) and "Coming Soon" (SUPER NICE! MUST WATCH!).
  
• L4D at Parklane. [Jaime's first attempt! Lols ~ She sure anyhow shoot every thing or everyone that she sees! :x]
  

11th Mar '09

Baby came to accompany me at work while doing free labour at the same time! Haha! :) So tian right? :) Watched [Watchmen] at Cine after work with my cliques after work though. Ain't that nice after all. :\

10th Mar '09

Went for lan gaming L4D with cliques again. :X Once you start, you can't stop! >.<

9th Mar '09

Off day today, supposed to go SSDC with bestie for trial test and then go hunt for clothes for her and em's blog shop today. But as usual, she overslept and din turn up at all! :(
Therefore after the test, headed to AMK Hub to meet GuoLong for lunch together before heading over to Centrepoint to fetch my baby from work. :)
Later in the evening when bestie finally got up, we met up with her and Jason at Cine for dinner and movie [Let The Right One In]. Hmmm.. Even though the show like quite chim, i actually liked it. :)
After our movie, baby went home instead of joining us for L4D at Parklane. Perhaps she don't like this kinda outings at all ba. :( Really wished she could come and join in the fun! :((

8th Mar '09

Plans was to enjoy the morning at Downtown East theme park with my cliques today as it's my once a week off day!
After that, went prawning for 3 hrs before heading back home to bathe and change before meeting my baby.
Guess what? I forgot to bring my house keys before leaving the house this morning lahs! Had to head over to Woodlands to get the keys from my brother for duplications. =.= Felt so silly can.
After i'm finally done with everything, headed over to Marina Square to meet my baby and the rest of her cliques for dinner at Kenny Rogers! And when we're all finally done filling our tummies, me and baby decided to catch a movie [Push] after that. Hmmm.. Process of the movie not bad, just that the ending really could've been much more better though. Had a wonderful and enjoyable day today! :D

7th Mar '09

It's Tristan's birthday today ~
Happy birthday to you x2, happy birthday to Tristan, happy birthday to you! Sorry din get you any presents though as i really, really don't know what you need. Lols ~
May everything go smooth and may all your wishes come true! :))

6th Mar '09

Plans for the night after work was supper at Thomson Prata House with GuoLong (hamster!), Steve (thief!) and baby (love!) before heading home. :D And that's what i ate! [1 mushroom cheese prata + mee goreng + ice milo] Wee ~ ~ ~

5th Mar '09

Today was the first ever time that i played pool with my baby girl after work. Gotta get numbers from her to buy toto or 4D already uh ~ Lols! :D

4th Mar '09

Plans for the night is supper at our favorite Bak Kut Teh at MS and then clubbing at DBL O with my cliques. It's been awhile since we went. Had a fun and great night there! :D

3rd Mar '09

Went over to Changi Swensens for supper with my cliques after work today before heading home. Din get to see my baby for the whole day again.. *sobs* Wished she was there..

2nd Mar'09

Went for trial test at SSDC after work today with bestie. Scored 45 points today! Not good enough! :\
After my test, Jason and baby came rescued us with umbrellas as it was raining cats and dogs! Headed back to AMK Hub for our movie marathon;

1. Marley and Me [VERY SUPER DUPER NICE!!! MUST WATCH!!!] ** me and bestie cried like no tomorrow when we're watching this movie lahs.. So sad!
   
2. He's Just Not That Into You [QUITE NICE TOO!]
   

1st Mar '09

1. Angelia's birthday today! :D [Happy birthday to you! Sorry din make it to your celebration at St James the previous night though. Hope you had a great night! :)]
2. Watched "Bloody Valentine" at Cine after work with my clique. [Show's not bad, but should have watched it in 3D. Will be much nicer!]
   

28th Feb '09

As usual baby sent me home after work tonight. Hanged out awhile at my place and finally we decided that we're both hungry, we ordered Mac breakfast! :D

26th Feb '09

1. Shawn's baby boy Raedan Chew came to Earth today! :)
   
2. Chee Wei came to visit me after such a long time.
   
3. Went over to Simei after work to find my baby girl. ❤
   

25th Feb '09

Went prawning with my cliques today after work at night at our usual place. Went home kinda late at around 4am plus. So damn tired lahs!

I'm missing you so muchie my baby ~ :( Din see you for the whole day AGAIN!

24th Feb '09

Firstly, happy birthday to my silliest boss Travis ! :D Din know what to get for him therefore shared a present with Tristan and Steve instead. Hoped he liked it. You know it's pretty hard to get his size! Lols ~
Anyway, it's me and baby's off day today. Decided not to go anywhere but to just hang out at my place to catch up on some movies that we missed. Ordered Pizza Hut as dinner. Was too lazy to even go out for it as it was kinda drizzling outside. Just simply love to spend time with my one and only love no matter what we are doing and no matter where we are. :D I love you baby and i'm sure you knows it too! Muacks!

23rd Feb '09

Went over to Ssdc after work for trial test today. Scored 48 points! Not bad eh ~ :) After trial test, went over to Vivo for our favourite Bak Kut Teh in Food Republic with baby, bestie and jason di. Shopped around for awhile before heading down to Rebecca's wake and guess what? Met loads of really long-time friends! :D

22nd Feb '09

Went to Rebecca's wake after work today with my clique. Can see that she's hurt kinda bad. She passed away due to loss of blood as what mentioned in the newspaper. This kinda things just make me feel that life is indeed so fragile and helpless. To all riders out there, do ride with care and show consideration to others. Do not risk your own life as well as others. Cause if anything happens, it'll be way too late to regret.

21st Feb '09

Was working halfway today when i get the news that a long-time friend just passed away in a motorbike accident. She's just the same age as me. It really caught me by surprise as she don't ever once took bike in her life as she thinks that it's dangerous. Guess that's really part of fate that all this happened.. May you rest in peace my dear friend Rebecca even though i din expect the next time that i see you after so long, is in this kinda place, situation.

20th Feb '09

Worked till 11pm tonight..Rushed home to bathe and change all before heading back to nEbO to fetch my baby from work and send her home. Wanted to give her a surprise but she like no kick can.. =.= Lols! That is so BABY! :) But then before she actually wanna head home, went over to meet JellyFish for awhile though.. Just enjoy spending time with my one and only.. :D

19th Feb '09

Worked the whole day today and din see my baby girl the whole day as well! I MISS HER!! :( But anyway, met up with my clique to catch a movie [Outlander] at Cine after work though. PLEASE DON'T EVER WATCH THAT SHOW!! IT SUCKS TO THE CORE!

I'm missing you baby.. I really do..

18th Feb '09

Today worked till closing and din expect my baby to appear suddenly to send me home! :D SO SWEET RIGHT? I LOVE YOU BABY ~ :))

17th Feb '09

Went for my first practical lesson today after work! Legs damn pain can?! The instructor explain to me every controls in the car for the first fifteen minutes and then make me drive the car forward and then backwards for the next half and hour and the remaining 45 minutes drive round and round in the circuit lahs! Super sians lahs (But not bad, cleared 4 stages in one shot!).. Jason accompanied me there and he watched me go in circles till he fell asleep lahs.. Haha!

After my driving, met up with my baby and bestie to slack and chill awhile at the station there before heading to Parklane for lan gaming L4D. Baby can't go with us as she has plans for dinner with her mummy that night.. :(

Perfect

I nearly lost my mind

Tryna figure out a way

To make you understand

I can’t go on another day

Maybe I was wrong

Been confused and led astray

Please give me one more chance

Cause I can’t take what’s happening

Have you ever lost someone

Try to take it back but the damage is done

Thought of losing you makes me feel so sad

How am I gonna sleep when it feels this bad

I know enough’s enough

Its gonna be tough to get through this

I’ll never be perfect

I’ll never be cool

I’ll always be nothing, unless I’m with you

Cause you make me perfect

Tell me what can I do

The pieces are missing when I’m not with you

You make me, you make me You make me

I know that I deserve it

But have you really lost all faith

You know I’m sad that we're worth it

There’s so much left for us to save

Maybe I was lost or maybe I was just afraid

Could you please forgive me

And hold me in your arms again

Have you ever lost someone

Try to take it back but the damage is done

Thought of losing you makes me feel so sad

How am I gonna sleep when it feels this bad

I know enough’s enough

Its gonna be tough to get through this

I’ll never be perfect

I’ll never be cool

I’ll always be nothing, unless I’m with you

Cause you make me perfect

Tell me what can I do

The pieces are missing when I’m not with you

You make me, you make me You make me

Don’t say nothing’s perfect cos it isn’t true

Everything I see’s so clear with you

Everything I dream appears with you

Everything I need is here with you

Everything can be so.. Eh, perfect, ohhhh

I’ll never be perfect

I’ll never be cool

I’ll always be nothing, unless I’m with you

Cause you make me perfect

Tell me what can I do

The pieces are missing when I’m not with you

You make me, when im wit ya baby

You make me so perfect so perfect perfect nooo no